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09/29/2005 Archived Entry: "What an Ungodly Hour"

Waking up at anytime before 7 is an ungodly hour. I never understood "morning people". My parents are morning people, by 4pm they're ready to call it a day. For me 4pm is prime time to do damn near anything. Neither me or my husband are morning people, which makes it a bit of a pain now because we've got to get up earlier on account of his new job.

So here I am at the glass shop, two hours ahead of opening time because I've no other way of getting here. Got the place to myself, which isn't too bad. Typically the place is full of people and extremely hot and sticky because we've got the hot shop lit full throttle.

I'm supposed to be coming up with designs for a bathroom today, so I suppose I'll be doing that for a while. Hopefully this time around some of my ideas will be incorporated. I think I get "sour grapes" syndrome a lot working with other people on projects. It's like realising you're not the baby anymore when you're growing up. The biggest obstacle is realising it's NOTHING PERSONAL. I tell myself this over and over... nothing personal, nothing personal, nothing personal...

I think I'll feel better about it once I start producing experimental stuff on my own, kinda make my own little showcase of the stuff I can do. It would at least get me out of this funk.

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